Ow.

Jul. 3rd, 2017 02:47 pm
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Got my IUD replaced today. Am now on the couch with the heating pad, ibuprofen ingested, easing the cramping with daydreams of Paul Ryan and Mitch McConnell both feeling inexplicably ashamed today, as though somewhere, somehow, a woman got to control her own reproductive system.

Tags:fuck you you fucking fucks, seldnei's life, excellent start to my vacation whee!
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Okay! You feel flat and ick and blah and very ‘what the fuck is the point?’ today. And that is actually kind of not shocking at all because …

1. Vacation next week, BUT FIRST! You have ALL THE WORK so you meet the deadlines that hit during vacation PLUS two meetings AND an all-day conference on Friday! That you are 70-85% running! WHO DECIDED YOU WERE AN ADULT NOBODY CONSULTED YOU ON THIS MATTER WHAAT? Not to mention random other junk.

2. Mr Seldnei is still in Ohio. Now with possible bonus pink eye!

3. Just … sad. Grief sucks and does not end.

4. The boyo is still at the grandparents’, which is cool and all, but you miss him.

5. What the fuck, backache? Really?

6. The news is alternately scary and pissing you off. Twitter currently is an anxiety attack in app form.

7. Stuff I’m not going to mention on the internet, nothing super terrible, but I have to consider doing a few things that make me uncomfortable for my greater good.

8. The novella’s finished, aside from proofreading and posting. The end of a story always feels weird.

9. HORMONES WHY?

So it all makes sense. You’re not weird or a jerk or anything else. My darling Self, you are *tired.* of course you are; look at that list.

You can do all this, and you know it. Just play some music, eat a pretzel today (it’s therapy day, so we get a stuffed pretzel!), talk it all out with C. tonight, and come home and watch some Glee.

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I am now fully immunized. Hooray. Also ow, that one stung.

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Home, and I need to get myself organized for the week because I have to head back to work tomorrow. I really should have taken Monday off, too.

I left the husband with a plan. I don’t know how well it will work out, but all anyone can ever do is their best.

My mother-in-law is doing okay. She’s sort of in shock, sort of thinking she should feel worse or not be functioning, but right now she’s doing okay.

The boyo and I are all right.

Tags:seldnei's life, grief sucks and does not end, mr seldnei
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The only thing better than the fact that the 10 year old knows all the words to “Aaron Burr, Sir” is when he belts “It’s hard to have intercourse over four sets of corsets” in front of his grandmother.

Tags:the joys of mothering a zweeble, mrs seldnei's mom, seldnei's life, holy crap he's word perfect on 'my shot'
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1. My arms hurt.
2. My husband made me watch ‘Pride & Prejudice & Zombies,’ which would have been fine except the zombies were kind of boring and the leads were neither Kiera Knightley nor Colin Firth.
3. I had a good day at work, but introvert me is tired.
4. I’m a little wonky because, I think, I want to be writing something new rather than revising.
5. What the hell smells like bleach?
6. Come on, UK, I want some actual numbers on this election!

Tags:as problems go these are not awful, tomorrow i'll start calling reps to yell about actual problems, like fucking health care, seldnei's life
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Ten years old is:

–lower voice than 5 years old, but still a high, kid-voice

–you can see the teenager lurking in his limbs, hands, and feet, and also the small child haunting his face around his nose, chin, and mouth

–worries about death and the ever expanding universe; sheer delight at Pokémon dances

–taking part in family jokes and catching innuendo that used to soar over his head

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The entirety of House Seldnei is sniffling and congested.

I took a sick day today. I felt bad, but probably could have powered through, and then I thought–you know, every time I’ve “powered through” the early stages of crud, it’s just been miserable. And I have a three day weekend, so by taking today off I can have four days to rest and take meds and, hopefully, not end up with bronchitis or something.

So here’s hoping.

Tags:plague, mr seldnei just started sniffling tonight, the boy's been like this since yesterday, but they both feel fine otherwise, oh gross, seldnei's life
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1. Working on a Thing I’m doing. (Not that Thing. The Other Thing.)

2. Every Single Day planning (setup, info on charity, general freakout over my project because I MUST BE DOING SOMETHING WRONG because come on, I must be, right?)

3. Sneezing my head off all day, sore throat all night.

Tags:i can totally be sick, i have a long weekend and the only serious plans i have are for ESD, which can be done from my bed with my laptop, but you know i'd rather not be sick is all i'm saying, so here's hoping for allergies, seldnei's life, seldnei is being cryptic on social media
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Memorial service is done. I had to read my mom’s speech. I cried. So did the rest of the church.

Actress/Director/Theatre Educator friend from high school was there, and I swear to god as soon as she gets her MFA and gets her ass back to this state we’re gonna get together at one of our houses and have a real chat about education and art and all sorts of stuff like that.

Also found out I nearly died by choking at the age of, like, three from the babysitter I haven’t seen in something like 20 years.

Now Mr Seldnei and I are home and crashed on the couch watching something on Crunchyroll that looks like Miyazaki decided to make a Lovecraft-influenced space opera. The boy is with my parents, with orders to hug Grammie a lot. I’m going to play Pokémon and stop contemplating the inevitability of death and the ongoing march of time.

Tags:seldnei's life, y'all i am tired
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This week has been long. There was work stuff (so many projects), the Eldest Niece’s graduation has been looming, sending out the rewrite request, SO MANY END OF THE YEAR THINGS FOR Z*, writing the obituary for our family friend, and helping my Mom write her speech for the funeral tomorrow, which I will be reading as she’s pretty sure she won’t be able to get through it. Oh, and ALL THE NEWS.

The high point of my days has been Sense8 with Mr Seldnei every night.

I mean, things are fine. It will all slow down. But fucking hell, I am *tired.*

*Pool party for meeting his reading goal all 4 quarters, STEM night, art class, the big water play day for the kids who got 0 referrals all year, some sort of random fun thing today, and thank god next week is the last week of school. We’re all ready to kiss 4th grade goodbye.

Tags:seldnei's life, the joys of mothering a zweeble, gifted class ain't no goddamned joke
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I get tired of NPR and music periodically, so I’ll check out audiobooks from the library to listen to in my car.  The interesting side effect to this is that I’ll end up reading things in the voice of whatever narrator I’ve been spending the 60 minutes I spend on my daily commute with (that’s total, not one-way). So my novel revisions were partly ‘read’ by Lin-Manuel Miranda (Dante and Aristotle…

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Tags:pure silliness, seldnei's life
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See, I always thought I’d be an adult when I … got married, bought my house, had a kid, had a certain job, blah blah blah.  Every time I did those things, I didn’t really feel like an adult.  Like, I’m a grown woman, I’m 44, I am well aware of my age … but “adulthood” is a whole other thing than being old. No, what makes me feel like an adult is my husband being told he has diabetes.  Or myself…

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My mother and I chaperoned the gifted program annual field trip to the Museum of Science and Industry. Last year we drove; this year my mother used her secret fundraising skills to get a sponsor to provide money for buses.

It was fun. I occasionally worry about the boyo because I mostly hear about his missing the BFF, but when time came to break into groups we had this group of four kids who were clearly friends with my kid and wanted to hang with him (and each other), and two more who weren’t part of the group but who seemed friendly. So I know he has people he hangs with at school, and they were all pretty nice.

Now I am tired. But it’s Free Comic Book Day and we want to see Guardians of the Galaxy 2, so here we go.
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My mother and I are having a fangirl texting meltdown over the Dark Tower trailer.

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The boy has decided that, at age ten, he wants to start watching Friends.

While Mr Seldnei and I have no real issue with the boy being exposed to network-TV sex jokes at this age, his watching the show really makes one *notice* them.

Also, I told Mr Seldnei how, the older I get, the more I see Ross as a total douche, and the kid said, “I’ve watched two episodes and I could have told you that.”

Tags:the joys of mothering a zweeble, parenting: i'm doing it right, the worst mom in london, like ross was never my favorite, but i like him even less now, quit whining! no you pivot!, seldnei's life
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The past two weeks have just been stupid. I’m getting sushi for lunch.

Tags:in the face of rampant stupid WE EAT SUSHI, seldnei's life
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Dear Seldnei’s Body:

I thought I knew you! What is with the weird sleeping patterns? The new aches and pains and allergies? What is this random switch-things-up bullshit with the migraine triggers? Stop it!

Seldnei’s Brain

Tags:seldnei's life, ugh
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Okay, so today we celebrated the boyo’s un-birthday (Tuesday is the big 1-0) at Busch Gardens, and I swear to fucking god I am never going back there, it’s the Big 2 parks or bust from here on out, what the hell was that customer service nightmare oh my god, BUT!

The good things:

1. The kids loved the giant climbing jungle gym things.

2. They were excited to see the gorillas–like, Scott, Z and youngest niece vaulted the stadium seating to get down to see the gorillas as they came into the enclosure.

3. The boy rode his first upside-down roller coaster.*

4. The bird feeding was over for the day, which was very disappointing for everyone. But we came back a little later in the day, and everyone got a bird that landed on them. The boy had a bird come over and tweet at him, and then had a bird buddy on his arm for a good three minutes.

5. Saw rhinos and a hippo up close.

6. The kid won a lot of stuffed animals.

7. I got to ride Kumba with the husband. It’s been years since I’ve ridden it and I do love that coaster.

8. After the giant jackass Dippin Dots vendor was a jackass, I found a Dippin Dots kiosk staffed by a nice guy who I’m pretty sure gave me a free bottle of water.

9. At lunch, Scott and I randomly decided to eat outside because it was quieter, and we chose the right patio because we sat down and looked over to find the giraffes and zebras off in the distance, wandering and eating. Also saw an emu or ostrich or cassowary or some kind of big deadly bird.

*It was Cheetah Run and he says he’s never going on another upside-down coaster ever again, but he went.

Tags:seldnei's life, the joys of mothering a zweeble, good things
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Z is playing the ‘My Shot’ remix for my mom. Busta Rhymes comes in and she starts grooving.

Tags:mrs seldnei's mom, my 64 year old mother who will tell you she isn't really into 'the rap' is digging busta, this is why we gave her a grandson, seldnei's life

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